Some people...

Remember?

I just thought about the time my mom assaulted me in my own home and I kicked her out. And the time she called me about my brother and I didn't agree with her and she screamed at me on the phone and I hung up on her.
Can you tell that I don't really feel that close to her.  She thinks that we are but it's all show.  I actually like it that she lives there in Australia. She wants to move here but I cringe every time she mentions it. Please stay there.

Reminiscing the past

Sometimes I wonder what it wold be like if I had taken a different route in my life.  Starting in '99.  Yes, I was working at a job that was going outra business from bankruptcy.  So where would I have found work? My landlord at the time was planning to unlease the house I was renting that was turned into an apartment building earlier.  Hewas planning renovate it and then move in himself.  He is currently there now.  Since all that had happened I often wonder if I would have moved to Denver if I hadn't joined the Army.  Would I be happier now?