Merry Christmas to me. I just got a email from my student loan that was on deferment that I had a payment due in get this NOVEMBER! Im like where was the bill sent to me to make that payment? So now I am late with that payment. Sigh...I was going to pay off my credit card bills with my Taxes...if I get any. Now I have to weigh whether to pay off the loan and make the payments on my credit cards for the next 10 years..ok that was an exaggeration but I wanted to wipe my credit card payments out! UGh! I thought 2018 was going to my way up! Saving, paying off my bills hopefully saving and buying a car! Now I have to look forward to no job again, struggling to find a job and then getting behind on my bills, again. I have this wall I chisel down and then the wall builds back up faster than I can break down. I feel like I'm falling apart. Over and over and over again. I still keep chiseling that same stupid wall over and over and over again! I wonder if I move and maybe my luck will stay here and I will be able to start new.
Look at me, I am writing my troubles on here for the whole world to see. I have troubles and so do other people. People will read this and say, "Ha, look at this one, she has the same problems as everyone else and she thinks this is going to do her some good venting on a blog page. Ha!
Well, hopefully, to all you people laughing at me I will vent enough that I will figure out a way to make all the problems in the world to go away and EVERYONE won't have anymore problems.
I'm kidding, I will vent..and..and if you don't like it well, don't read it.
Ok, where was I...Oh! Yes, my wonderful life. Oh, now this stress just decided to show itself, my kids come running to me to unclog the toilet. Like seriously? I have to now unclog the toilet and get toilet water all over me? I did get the toilet unclogged and yes a butt load of toilet water on ME! I give up luckily the day is over and tomorrow is Friday and I have a 3 day weekend. So I will get so much done. I am going to use my new waffle maker and make waffles for the freezer and clean the house like we are moving out. Three days people three days! I have all that time to somewhat put my life together for at least, yep, three days. Next week the bathroom is going to be a pig house, kitchen is going to have dishes alll over the counter the counter is going to be so dirty and stained and the floor...ugh..I can't wait.
I will though use my new bath soak I got for Christmas and lotion...ehhh? Mom's spa day!
Well, I guess I feel better now. We'll catch up later.
