So, since I have written here, I have discovered the mental state my mom is. She is a narcissist. I have in the past researched brain disorders. I thought she had dementia. but the research showed that the symptoms didn't match. So, over time I was still trying to figure out what is wrong with her. Finally 10 years later, I came across a post on a facebook page on narcissistic personality disorder. Someone asked, "what is Covert Narcissism?" I didn't know what she was talking about. I didn't know there were different types of Narcissism. I thought it was just one disorder. Well, I decided to look it up myself. Turns out, she has most of the traits. I discovered she was a Covert Narcissist. I researched what the manimpulations were and the terms. I finally found out that it is incurable and what to do. Turns out the best bet was to go no contact. So, I did. Since late August, 2021, I have seriously been no contact with her. I blocked her on all contact and I deleted my facebook. The hard thing to realize that it was all a lie this whole time. I was just a tool for her games.
